Mahouka man, wow. Got that flight magic, but lets ignore one of the 3 unresolved magics, we already know Tatsuya’s solved it, I’m just happy more of Tatsuya manga is coming out, he’s more protective of Miyuki, and as well it mentioned anger for the sake of his sister is one his last remaining natural feelings. It’s a shame they haven’t explained it in the anime yet, although i suppose it’ll be soon like the self regeneration spell was. I hope that the convo near the start about Miyuki isn’t alluding to her death. I still reckon they’re going to do it, based on the first OP, and also because of how protective Tatsuya is trying to be. Also quite happy those 3 fighting the generator were revealed.
At least anime can make me happy right? Can always rely on at least mahouka.

project-cluclu
all-things-code-geass:

I feel like Shirley fell in love with Lelou and Kallen fell in love with Zero and they both thought they knew who they had fallen for, but they were both wrong. They had fallen in love with masks that Lelouch wore. Lelouch Lamperouge was a necessity for survival and Zero was a necessity for getting what he wanted. But neither man was who Lelouch really was. But women fell in love with masks Lelouch had fabricated. But C.C. knew the real Lelouch. She knew who he was and when he was lying and what he wanted and how he felt about people and situations. She knew him completely and she fell in love with the real Lelouch. When I first watched the show, I honestly didn’t know who Lelouch should have ended up with if everything had gone well. Shirley, the sweetheart who had always been there and loved him from afar until the very end? The girl who would have fallen in love with him again and again, in every life she lived, no matter how many times her memories were taken from her? Or Kallen, the ace pilot who would have followed Zero until the very end? The girl who just wanted to see her people free and fell in love with the man who finally made it all possible? But the obvious choice is C.C., who, despite all the heartache and loss she had experienced, loved with all her heart. She was a broken girl left to live forever and ever and watch the people she loved die around her. And then she met Lelouch, this crazy young kid who wanted to change the entire world and burn it all to the ground, just so his little sister could open her eyes in a gentler world. And without even realizing it, C.C. had fallen for him. She knew the real Lelouch, the one behind all the masks, and she loved him. 

all-things-code-geass:

I feel like Shirley fell in love with Lelou and Kallen fell in love with Zero and they both thought they knew who they had fallen for, but they were both wrong. They had fallen in love with masks that Lelouch wore. Lelouch Lamperouge was a necessity for survival and Zero was a necessity for getting what he wanted. But neither man was who Lelouch really was. But women fell in love with masks Lelouch had fabricated. But C.C. knew the real Lelouch. She knew who he was and when he was lying and what he wanted and how he felt about people and situations. She knew him completely and she fell in love with the real Lelouch. When I first watched the show, I honestly didn’t know who Lelouch should have ended up with if everything had gone well. Shirley, the sweetheart who had always been there and loved him from afar until the very end? The girl who would have fallen in love with him again and again, in every life she lived, no matter how many times her memories were taken from her? Or Kallen, the ace pilot who would have followed Zero until the very end? The girl who just wanted to see her people free and fell in love with the man who finally made it all possible? But the obvious choice is C.C., who, despite all the heartache and loss she had experienced, loved with all her heart. She was a broken girl left to live forever and ever and watch the people she loved die around her. And then she met Lelouch, this crazy young kid who wanted to change the entire world and burn it all to the ground, just so his little sister could open her eyes in a gentler world. And without even realizing it, C.C. had fallen for him. She knew the real Lelouch, the one behind all the masks, and she loved him. 

If you aren’t going to read this, just unfollow me now.

I do not give a fuck if i am an adult i will sulk like a little child. I am going to sing my own praises too, i am probably the most selfless, caring person you’ll ever meet, i am always there for most people, regardless of how i know them, in any situation. I have helped people with diagnosed depression, people who self harm, people with abusive parents, as well as people who just generally feel down or need some to talk to. They were some of my greatest friends, and 2 still are, and they’re a hell of a lot nicer than most people I’ve met. And im sick of lying and saving face, i am not going to lie like everyone who says “oh im here for everyone if you need someone”. Fuck off. You most likely are lying. Sorry if you are a genuine person, but you are rare, and good job. Seriously, i choose to be selfish for one fucking day, and i have every right to, to actually enjoy my day, and have others be kind to me, but noooo, that’s not how it goes, i got ignored by everyone i know in real life apart from my close family. No one wished me a happy birthday, it’s late evening now, and my friends only just started saying it to me because my mother posted a status on my fb wall. And then there’s tumblr. I made this blog with the reason to vent to a site where i may stay anonymous, but as i started getting followers i felt bad to start doing so, because i didn’t want to annoy people or make people feel they need to help or pity me, but fuck if i care anymore, no one on here has enough decency to wish me a happy birthday. I thought i could rely on tumblrs people, when people who know me failed. Well wasn’t i wrong? Massive shout out to project-clu clu though, seriously, they’re kinder than all you fuckers and had the decency to send me a beautiful message as soon as they saw it was my birthday. I’ve known them 3days, what does that say about the rest of you? All im asking is you guys stop lying and pretending you’re willing to help. Oh and another thing, ive seen 2 fucking fictional characters wished a happy birthday today. Are you a cunt? By all means go ahead, we all have some sort of connection to anime characters, but to not say it to a real human being, don’t be such a cunt, that fucking hurt. I was seriously mistaken thinking people actually have any care or regard for me, i just thought maybe i could have one day where i could be happy. Now you’ve read it, unfollow if you want, i don’t care anymore.
And something about me. Ive suffered depression for the last 2 years. Suicidal thoughts cross my mind frequently when it’s particularly bad, which is maybe a month duration at a time with a few weeks between each. I don’t say things without thinking and disregarding others with depression, mine is pretty bad, very little keeps me here, and only 1 of my friends knows. Project, this is why I was so appreciative of your message, because it means so much to me when someone gives me genuine kind words, you wont believe how much it can change my mood.
Idk if I’ll be here for a while, depression has onset again, and I’m really feeling like shit.
Good day.

I know I’m no ones favourite, but I didn’t expect to be ignored this hard by everyone. One person, one person wished me a happy birthday, and I haven’t even known them a week. Shows how much I mean to my friends doesn’t it?